7. Shaken to the core

Actually I did cry much over being used. I think it was because it was my first foray into something substantial of guys, relationships and sexuality and it had to be that way. Two lessons learnt the hard way with much tears. The third lesson may be the fact that I am much more of an emotional person than I thought I ever was. I seem to cry in parts of movies moreso than before - it is definately because I can relate to the emotions that the characters have running through them. Actually I seem to cry at most 'sad' things nowadays.