I think that perhaps in the back of my head I knew that he was never going to ask me out, but yet I hoped and hope is what keeps us humans living out our day to day lives. Sorry, I remember now that he had said he could not imagine us going out. Yet I went along with everything. And I was blind to the signs.
Now I know it was pretty much a case of 'friends with benefits'. Especially after I think he got over his girlfriend. And me being the simpleton I am just kept on hoping. (God, hope can keep someone alive and it can kill at the same time). And then, the msn-ing became sparse, making out stopped and lifts home became a hassle.
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